Last Thursday I worked a very long time on an art piece for homework. The kicker, I didn't like it when I got into it too far to start over. It was rightfully criticized somewhat harshly, which felt tantamount to being kicked while I was down. After i stayed up all night and went to school, I of course came home to sleep the rest of the day away. I awake to an irritating headache and hang out on skype for a few hours with the gf. Eventually I pass the hell out only to wake up 4am the next more, only a few hours later. Turns out I'm sick with an unbelievable headache and obnoxious fatigue, especially in my trapezius. Fast forward to yesterday when after being sick and lying I bed for uncomfortable amount of time, my longtime girlfriend thought it was a cool time to breakup. So now I'm still sick, now compounded with the gun wrenching breakup feeling. I'm staying fairly positive through it all as one must, though its not as easy as I wish it was. Pretty cool couple of days right guys?
Art Blog: grimchild.tumblr.com/
- Listening to: Madeon Pop Culture
- Watching: Blue Gender
- Playing: Space Marine
What always helps me to cheer me up is by talking to friends and eat hugs amounts of my favourite food. (Flemish fries with lots of mayonnaise, Burrito's with large amounts of garlic and my own pasta with everything in it.)
And to help you from your creative dip. Just make some sketches without having a subject. You'll always end up with something you like.
If you need some good old fashioned nonsense talk, i'll be on Skype(if I manage to get it working again) or FaceTime.
But, life is full of these types of moment, and its always how we deal with them which defines us. And I'm sure, slowly, but surely, you'll make it through a better person.
I really don't see any other point to this journal, really.
I hope you feel better soon, physically and emotionally.
You have my sympathies. If you need me you know where to go.
Well, you're down, but you're not out of the fight, right? I certainly believe you have the know-how and badassery to take on these curveballs Life's throwin' your way.
Would you like it?
If you want to talk about it or just need to vent, gimme a shout, ok?
Text me first, and we can set up a skype chat!
Feel better buddy. <3
But cheer man, if life is all about high and lows, you know what come after the lows.
Also, you have kick ass art, everyone is allowed to make mistakes - the good part is that we learn more from them than from doing rights.