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I Could Use a Win

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 26, 2011, 1:17 PM













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Last Thursday I worked a very long time on an art piece for homework.  The kicker, I didn't like it when I got into it too far to start over.  It was rightfully criticized somewhat harshly, which felt tantamount to being kicked while I was down.  After i stayed up all night and went to school, I of course came home to sleep the rest of the day away.  I awake to an irritating headache and hang out on skype for a few hours with the gf.  Eventually I pass the hell out only to wake up 4am the next more, only a few hours later.  Turns out I'm sick with an unbelievable headache and obnoxious fatigue, especially in my trapezius.  Fast forward to yesterday when after being sick and lying I bed for uncomfortable amount of time, my longtime girlfriend thought it was a cool time to breakup.  So now I'm still sick, now compounded with the gun wrenching breakup feeling.  I'm staying fairly positive through it all as one must, though its not as easy as I wish it was.  Pretty cool couple of days right guys?



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shanree Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2011  Student
That's no fun, man. Seriously hope things get better for you. :(
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arvalis Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2011
Thanks for the concern, im keeping positive :)
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shanree Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2011  Student
That's good to hear. Drink like a fish, and sleep like a rock - helps when you're sick.
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Ruth-Tay Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2011  Professional Filmographer
Even though these are times that are tough to get through, it does happen once in a while to an individual. But you'll get over it and if you accept that it happened, better times will always come.

What always helps me to cheer me up is by talking to friends and eat hugs amounts of my favourite food. (Flemish fries with lots of mayonnaise, Burrito's with large amounts of garlic and my own pasta with everything in it.)
And to help you from your creative dip. Just make some sketches without having a subject. You'll always end up with something you like.

If you need some good old fashioned nonsense talk, i'll be on Skype(if I manage to get it working again) or FaceTime.
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arvalis Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2011
Thanks very much ruth, im trying to pick up the pieces. Ill be okay, itll just take some time :)
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aria-fanel Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2011  Student
Man. That's seriously one hell of a kick down.
But, life is full of these types of moment, and its always how we deal with them which defines us. And I'm sure, slowly, but surely, you'll make it through a better person.
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arvalis Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2011
Thank you, ive been thinking pretty much the same way. Life it okay except i just dont want to do much productive and i miss her a lot. Hey, its heartbreak, what can you do right lol
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Julibee-Darling Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*patpat* that...really blows hun. :( Take a couple more days break from things before trying to plunge back into your art-machine-like self.
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arvalis Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2011
I have been, but now i really have to get back to it and i really dont want to right now lol.
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Julibee-Darling Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know how you feel. I have one more thing to do for my portfolio and its...just not coming. Just take it slow, your moxy will return. I'm always here if you want to chat/txt/whatever. :hug:
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